…..I love you too

    ”Forever will never be long enough for me” —Train

I know this is a well known and old subject, but it really hurts when you know the one your suppose to be with is getting married…

All I think of is if I fly out there and tell him how I feel, it will ruin it, it’ll ruin them. I can’t bear the thought of that. For someone else to lose love because I didn’t step up to the plate when I should’ve.

It KILLS me 3

How are you suppose to mend a broken heart? How do you fall in love again?

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

My books; all of them are fiction, but I feel they can come alive in life!

Train - Marry Me
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Marry Me-Train

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
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Katy Perry- The one that got away

Non-Existing Love life

Sometimes, I just wonder, “Why not me?”, you see so many gorgeous genuine guys with girls who are complete douche bags and you wonder what happened there?

Well, my love life begins and the beginning of never. I have never been kissed, held hands, or had a boyfriend. And it keeps getting better, I’m 18 and I am going to be starting college in the fall. I also just started this awesome job with a senior living home. I love it! There just so happens to be these to “WHOA” kind of guys,  you know those kinds when you see em’ you’re like is there a Abercrombie photo shoot going on or is he even real, there just that. One is my boss the other the bartender. 

The Boss:

Pros- Cocky, killer smile, awkwardly gorgeous, sense of humor, smart…

Cons- boss, older

The Bartender:

Pros- My age, polite, sweet, awesome sense of humor, gentlemen

Cons- Girlfriend

The cards just never play out for me. Have you ever seen the movie, Practical Magic? Were if you fall in love he dies or something terrible. Well, all the women in my family are cursed, we have nothing ,but bad luck with guys their all either jerks, taken, or suddenly non-existing.

I just want a guy that treats my right, that’s gorgeous, that can be my replacement K.W or better. I don’t ask for much, just a “to die for” love life. A romance that would leave your head in a cloud and your feet on the ground. A love story that no one will believe, but can’t help it,but believe because the evidence is in front of them.

I already have to say, “the one” has gotten away, I don’t want to say it anymore.

I’m not asking for much, just the teenage dream <3

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away
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Katy Perry- The one that Got away

Just keep writing!

Just keep writing!